One of my favorite quotes:
Everyone is given a place. You should be what that place needs. [Wendell Berry]
I have always heard people talk about "seasons" of life that they were going through, but that term has never really been a term I've applied to my own life.
But right now, at the young age of 26, I am seeing a definite season that my life is in.
I am currently in that married but not a newlywed or new mom stage. We're just married and happy. I have a wonderful husband and right now our future is kind of WIDE OPEN. I don't know where we'll be living a year from now. I don't know if we're going to stay local, move far away, or possibly just a few cities away. I don't know when we'll buy a house (or where we'll buy for that matter). I don't know if I'll be teaching forever. And Kids? Yeah, not ready or sure when we'll have those. I think I am ready sometimes, but then I sleep in till 9:30 on my Saturdays and I can't think of anything that would make me happier.
And as much as I want the "next big thing" to happen in life, I am learning to be content with where I am. Sometimes I have to remind myself of the blessing that is this time in our lives, because it's just that, a blessing. As much as I'd love to be a mom, I also love that my husband and I can go on an impromptu date to one of favorite restaurants on a Friday night for Mediterranean food and wine. And as much as I want to own a home to fix up and decorate and remodel, I am so glad that when it floods under our sink, we can call the landlord and he sends over a plumber and it's taken care of, free of charge to us.
It's amazing to me how the Lord uses these seasons to work in our hearts. While there are things I long for in life, He is teaching me that right now,
I am right where I need to be. He is doing great things in my life, even if the future is kind of unclear and I'm anticipating what's about to come. I know that I need to sit back and enjoy this beautiful time that He is giving us and just recognize that this is
exactly the place He wants me in.